It's isnt easy that what i thought. It's is more and more and more tough... Argh, too bad. i failed. Sorry guys, wasted your time.
What i realise today, Trust between two isnt easy to build up. However, accept one's past is even more difficult.
Im damn frustrated now. But no one can i share that thing with. I thought i can accept it, but i found out that im down cause of it. But that isnt what i should i think about.
Im sure everyone dont want too. So i must cheer myself up not to think much..
Maybe i aint your only one, but You're my only one, you are everything to me now.
180211, Happy birthday to you shwuhui ;) 16th birthday i wish you can have a different and special birthday celebration ever. Happy and healthy always my beloved one :DD